my love is lost,

i held it as a handful of sand ,

clenching my fist to hold it there yet bit by bit,

it slipped through my fingers,

now,

nothing but memories of every smile,

every kiss and above all every word,

for it was not into my ear you whispered,

but into my heart,

it was not my lips you kissed,

but my soul,

and when i opened my tired hand,

i found my love was gone,

i trembled and died,

i struggled to hide my deadness,

to conceal.

the emptiness in my eyes,

that sparkle with tears so close,

but never come,

my mind quivers and screams,

fight,

fight to live,

but why,

my handfull of exsistance has vanished,

my love is lost,

my love is lost.

the love i felt for you was one i had only dreamed of the way you glazed into my eyes and made me feel whole, the love was between us was strong but not strong enough , i'll never forget that final day we parted from eachother not knowing we would be walking away forever, the mistakes i made and things i said would haunt my life forever